I love you because you didn’t know who I was…

Ugh, I wrote this 3 times and it got deleted 3 times… So here’s the short version.
Today… Over the last few days actually, I have been given the opportunity to experience a high like I’ve never felt, get insight on a different perspective I’ve never seen, and make a difference I could see. It so interesting to me that the older I become, the less I know and the more I want to learn. I was concerned about not working, as I’ve discovered that much of my identity has been and was tied to my job. I am now channeling that energy (what little there is) into helping other people in a variety of different ways. The best part is they have no idea who I am. And it is the most amazing feeling I’ve ever felt. I think I have finally found a healthy addiction.