Category Archives: Love

I love you because you were my drug of choice…

Posted on December 7, 2022 by Admin

No one tells you about the itch you can’t ever quite itch.. or the thoughts that you can never settle. The reoccurring movie that plays in your head of the moments that you bonded when you were high and felt … Continue reading →

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I love you because it’s not easy…

Posted on July 9, 2019 by Admin

I used to think when the kids were little that the days would never end and sometimes, weeks lasted a lifetime. I thought when they were little that was the toughest it would be. The exhaustion, never ending nights, temper … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t my happily ever after…

Posted on July 4, 2018 by Admin

Today used to be a day for the last several years I would dread. Because today marks not only the independence of our country, but also a marriage I used to ultimately want to forget. The beginning was great, even … Continue reading →

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You leaving was the best thing you ever did for me…

Posted on March 4, 2018 by Admin

You left. It hurt, but the days keep coming and eventually the sharp pain turned into a dull ache. It’s no longer unbearable, not it a reminder that it was a good thing we had, but an even better thing … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you let me…

Posted on July 30, 2017 by Admin

I had just exited an abusive relationship. One that I would have panic attacks while diving on the highway sometimes when I was left with nothing but my thoughts, and memories. Men were the enemy, I thought I would never … Continue reading →

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I love you because you showed me where to stab the ice pick….

Posted on July 29, 2017 by Admin

Life is a series of precious fragile moments. I was talking to someone the other day about mortality. Why it weighs heavy on some and not at all on others. I don’t know when the switch happens for people, just … Continue reading →

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I love you because you held my hand while I faded…

Posted on June 9, 2017 by Admin

I am trying to get back in the habit of posting, whether I think anyone is reading or not. I stopped or slowed down for awhile because normally this is the place I share hope, or some inspired self-realization. And … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t the one…

Posted on March 13, 2017 by Admin

It hurts. Took longer this time than the last time to feel it. I thought I was handling things ok, but it hurts. I faced one of the biggest battles I’ve ever had, you, by my side. There was rough, … Continue reading →

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I love you because you are perfectly imperfect…

Posted on December 18, 2016 by Admin

November 13, 2016. I am writing this as I sit at the foot of a hospital bed that has been brought into the house my grandma has called home for several years. Her bed faces a large bay window overlooking … Continue reading →

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I love you because our memories are messy…

Posted on November 2, 2016 by Admin

I remember holding my breathe waiting to hear each of you cry for the first time. A moment that lasted seconds and felt like years. I remember being a turd and hiding from my parents when I felt like the … Continue reading →

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