Category Archives: 2017

I love you because you’re still sticking around…

Posted on December 31, 2017 by Admin

2017… much like 2016, was full of surprises, adventures and some learning experiences. 2017 I was sure I had met the man I was supposed to be with. Less than 2 months into 2017, he was gone. It taught me … Continue reading →

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I love you because you’re old…

Posted on November 19, 2017 by Admin

As I get older I begin to realize… well… that I’m getting older. I also am figuring out things that I wish I knew when I was younger and could have told myself 20 years ago… The person you see … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you let me…

Posted on July 30, 2017 by Admin

I had just exited an abusive relationship. One that I would have panic attacks while diving on the highway sometimes when I was left with nothing but my thoughts, and memories. Men were the enemy, I thought I would never … Continue reading →

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I love you because you showed me where to stab the ice pick….

Posted on July 29, 2017 by Admin

Life is a series of precious fragile moments. I was talking to someone the other day about mortality. Why it weighs heavy on some and not at all on others. I don’t know when the switch happens for people, just … Continue reading →

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I love you because you showed me my worst self…

Posted on July 8, 2017 by Admin

Recently, I heard from someone from my past life. I say past life, because the person I was, the things I did and the mistakes I made, feel like a different lifetime ago. I had moved on, with every part … Continue reading →

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I love you because you won’t leave me alone…

Posted on June 25, 2017 by Admin

I woke up this morning with the knowledge that I have no obligations until later tonight… these days are becoming rare. My intention today was to take it easy and just sort of lay in bed all day. The problem … Continue reading →

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I love you because you held my hand while I faded…

Posted on June 9, 2017 by Admin

I am trying to get back in the habit of posting, whether I think anyone is reading or not. I stopped or slowed down for awhile because normally this is the place I share hope, or some inspired self-realization. And … Continue reading →

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I love you and I’m not dead…

Posted on June 6, 2017 by Admin

I have spent an extraordinarily large amount of time over the last few years thinking about death. What it feels like, what it looks like, will it hurt? I’ve wondered what I would regret, if anything? Would there be bridges … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t the one…

Posted on March 13, 2017 by Admin

It hurts. Took longer this time than the last time to feel it. I thought I was handling things ok, but it hurts. I faced one of the biggest battles I’ve ever had, you, by my side. There was rough, … Continue reading →

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I love you because you said ‘no’….

Posted on February 25, 2017 by Admin

Day 5 I have been abused… mentally, physically and emotionally. It usually starts slow and you don’t realize it, becoming conditioned to it, while it gradually gets worse and worse, tearing you completely apart. Eventually it’s “normal”… until someone else … Continue reading →

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