Category Archives: 2016

I love you because I hated you…

Posted on August 11, 2016 by Admin

Hate is such a strong word. We’re taught to not use it when we are young. Chastised for using such a strong emotion when in regards to another person. I used to think we weren’t supposed to use it to … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me think about dying…

Posted on August 8, 2016 by Admin

I do not fear death. I fear leaving behind those that I care for and love and those that love me. There is so much to do and so little time that I have had to change my thought processes. … Continue reading →

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I love you because you broke the mold…

Posted on July 30, 2016 by Admin

I thought you would be here yesterday….14 years ago. But after a few hours of false promises, I quit hearing from you and fell asleep in the early hours. I wanted to see you so badly, terrifying as it was … Continue reading →

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I love you because you needed a break…

Posted on July 23, 2016 by Admin

I was recently in a situation where I needed to be there for someone, not in the traditional sense, but in other ways.. Pick up the responsibilities so they could breathe for a minute. I love this person and did … Continue reading →

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I love you because you don’t need me anymore…

Posted on July 11, 2016 by Admin

My heart is broken. I had been preparing for this moment for your entire life. People warned me that I wouldn’t be ready… Instead of preparing myself, I did my best to make sure you were. I tried my best… … Continue reading →

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I love you because you can paint words….

Posted on July 6, 2016 by Admin

I don’t know who coined the phrase ‘a picture is worth a thousand words’… But I feel like it has seriously taken away the power of words. So often you see people, at an event, or a situation.. No one … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t part of my plan…

Posted on April 19, 2016 by Admin

You were my secret. A surprise that shouldn’t have happened, at the one moment I thought I was finally moving in the direction I wanted and needed to go. Beginning to accomplish the things that I hoped would give me … Continue reading →

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You could have given up, but you are my hero…

Posted on April 16, 2016 by Admin

I watch you begin to make moves I never thought you were capable of. Only to be faced with a set back. Not an “I lost my job have have to find a new one” set back, but one that … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you are imperfect…. In a perfect way

Posted on March 14, 2016 by Admin

Dear younger me, On being an adult. Slow down. You couldn’t wait to be grown up, and in doing so, made your life much harder than it needed to be. There were so many things you wanted to do, and … Continue reading →

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I love you because I lost it all….

Posted on January 6, 2016 by Admin

As the year came to a close, I noticed on social media the common theme was “This year was horrible, I hope the next year is better.” They scream that they are all looking for hope. Hope of a new … Continue reading →

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