Author Archives: Admin

I love you because you sucked out my brain for awhile…

Posted on April 5, 2015 by Admin

I have not had any inspiration in a while. I realize that saying that may not mean a whole lot. But for me, it’s a first. Usually, no matter what is going on in my life, I always can sit … Continue reading →

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I love you because you killed my high…

Posted on November 24, 2014 by Admin

Dreams. I used to think that everyone had at least one. That house, the one you’ll call home forever and ever, family portrait over the fireplace. That car that you always can’t help but stare at as you drive past … Continue reading →

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I love you because you completely destroyed me…

Posted on November 3, 2014 by Admin

Bad luck. All the phrases associated with it. “That person is bad luck”, “you’re having a string of bad luck”, “don’t do that it means you’ll have bad luck”, “oh, bad luck!”. I have felt those phrases in a very … Continue reading →

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I love you because you burned me to inspiration…

Posted on October 22, 2014 by Admin

Inspiration. The launching point of motivation and desire. Everyone gets their inspiration at different times through different outlets. Sometimes the same act or incident or thought or dream will inspire only one out of many that experienced similarly. But, isn’t … Continue reading →

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I love you because you let me fail first…

Posted on September 11, 2014 by Admin

I’m staring at a pool. Not one made of tile or concrete, but one that was formed naturally. It is unique like a snowflake, shaped in ways only the water it holds determines. Such a small pool of water, too … Continue reading →

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I love you because you hold my hair when I’m puking….

Posted on June 5, 2014 by Admin

I have had a full life. I thought about what I wanted to do in life, what I wanted to accomplish and the answer is always the same. At least the broad picture answer. I want to make a difference. … Continue reading →

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I love you because you told me I would fail…

Posted on June 4, 2014 by Admin

For some reason mean people are on my mind today. Not just all mean people, but specifically the ones that have, and are in my life (whether I invited them or not). I was raised with the care and protection … Continue reading →

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I love you because you are real…

Posted on May 28, 2014 by Admin

Bai bai. Cheerful, quick and very distinct. Such a familiar sound, that long ago has been recorded deeply in my subconscious. I’m able to recall in on command, and it immediately triggers a thousand memories. Each and every one a … Continue reading →

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I love you because you often take me in the wrong direction….

Posted on March 22, 2014 by Admin

It begins at an early age, very early. Which stuffed, silent friend is lucky enough to grace the pillow next to my head tonight? If I go downstairs in shorts, will mom let me all to school even though it’s … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me relax…

Posted on February 3, 2014 by Admin

2013 was definitely a year of not only struggle and pain, but self discovery. I always seem to notice T-shirts, ads, or internet junk that has “inspirational” quotes about internal strength or surviving some hardship. While most of them come … Continue reading →

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