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I love you because I lost it all….

Posted on January 6, 2016 by Admin

As the year came to a close, I noticed on social media the common theme was “This year was horrible, I hope the next year is better.” They scream that they are all looking for hope. Hope of a new … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me hold the cactus tighter…

Posted on December 27, 2015 by Admin

Our initial reaction to pain, not physical, but emotional or mental is to coil from it. Retract into ourselves. Someone says something painful or does something that hurts. Someone makes fun of you. A boyfriend forgets an important date. A … Continue reading →

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I love you because you told me I was nothing…

Posted on December 14, 2015 by Admin

I am better. I am better than those who try to fit me within their parameters, Their tiny minds failing to understand who I am because of where I’ve been. I am better than marks on a page or in … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t for me…

Posted on November 16, 2015 by Admin

So tired of feeling alone. In a world full of so many souls. All different, the need to connect with even one more difficult than I had hoped. So superficial. So busy. So self involved. People, say they care, How … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made it easy to forget…

Posted on November 11, 2015 by Admin

Giving someone a second chance is something that’s always been easy for me. And a third, fourth, and sometimes tenth. I’ve been told it’s a sign of weakness. “Why let them back into your life”, “they wouldn’t do the same … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me think I was nothing….

Posted on September 14, 2015 by Admin

My parents raised me to believe I could do anything, be anything. Then I entered the adult world, where I was told frequently I wasn’t good enough, by both employers , relationships and friends. There were years of being beaten … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you tried to break me and I bounced…

Posted on August 16, 2015 by Admin

I have been told what a rough run I’ve had. Granted most of my adult life has been one bad decision after another. Or one bad relationship after another, or one bad “flip of the coin” after another. Either way, … Continue reading →

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I love you because you disappeared…

Posted on July 26, 2015 by Admin

What’s really important? A job? House? Car? Kids? Money? That question is something I’ve been asking myself for awhile. I’ve been trying to “get my life together” for more years than not, since getting a life. Then, a little while … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you are just like me….

Posted on May 24, 2015 by Admin

When did it become ok to treat you like you are worth nothing? When did it become normal to get told every day  that you aren’t worth the air you breathe? When did it become ok for the people in … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you broke me again and again…

Posted on April 25, 2015 by Admin

I’ve been accused of caring too much. I didn’t know that was a thing, or I guess I should say even a possibility. I still don’t think that’s a possibility… I think the world doesn’t care enough. I’ve come to … Continue reading →

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