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I love you because you tried to take me down and almost did….

Posted on December 21, 2013 by Admin

2013 in review…. Hindsight is 20/20, right? What if you still look back and have no idea what was going on…. Still blurry vision, maybe even blackouts. This year has been rough, no surprise there. We’ve dealt with cancer, heartbreak, … Continue reading →

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I love you because no one can measure up to you….

Posted on November 11, 2013 by Admin

Have you ever been with someone that was everything you always dreamed your perfect man would be. Magically they tell you they love you. You would do anything for them, and do… You love to make them happy. Is person … Continue reading →

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I love you because you taught me to let go….

Posted on November 7, 2013 by Admin

I stand at the top of a hill. The hill is familiar, it’s where I go when I need to think… To figure out a problem. I am holding a giant dandelion in my left hand and a bottle of … Continue reading →

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I love you because you make me look like a total wuss…

Posted on October 15, 2013 by Admin

I would like to tell you about the bravest person I know. Not so long ago, someone I wasn’t very close with made a pretty bad enemy. Not on purpose, but sometimes, whether intentional or not, these things happen. This … Continue reading →

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I love you even though I can’t support you…

Posted on October 1, 2013 by Admin

You find something that seems like a good idea at the time. You decide to put some effort into this “project”. Not just effort, but sweat, blood, tears, money, emotions, your soul. Not to mention your heart. You fall in … Continue reading →

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I love you because you make me feel guilty….

Posted on September 27, 2013 by Admin

Every day I carry guilt, ridiculous amounts of it. Guilt for not doing things that have been on my todo list for ages. Guilt for failing to meet expectations.. At work, with parents, with friends, you get the point. The … Continue reading →

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I love you because you’re me…

Posted on July 31, 2013 by Admin

something I’ve kind of sucked at my entire adult life (other than not learning my lessons the easy way), is staying too long in a bad situation. Relationships are not my strong point. The good ones I seem to self-sabotage … Continue reading →

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I love you because you told me how angry I was…

Posted on April 15, 2013 by Admin

I never thought would be in a position where finding things to be grateful for would be like a seek-&-find. I don’t know if the events over the last 6-9 months have pushed me beyond where I’ve been before, or … Continue reading →

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I love you because you didn’t know who I was…

Posted on March 1, 2013 by Admin

Ugh, I wrote this 3 times and it got deleted 3 times… So here’s the short version. Today… Over the last few days actually, I have been given the opportunity to experience a high like I’ve never felt, get insight … Continue reading →

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I love you because I failed…

Posted on February 19, 2013 by Admin

I am still trying to save the world. These days though, I am getting better at recognizing that’s what I’m trying to do, and stopping myself… Or at least pulling back a little. When one is a “world saver” you … Continue reading →

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