Category Archives: 2011

I love you because you are an addict.

Life is a journey, and the older I get I begin to actually see what that means more and more. As a young adult, you feel as though you know everything, no one can teach you anything, Then you begin … Continue reading

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I love you because you make me not want kill them all….

So much has changed. New job, new house (sort of), new relationship, new beginnings and directions, new everything. The job is amazing, better than I ever expected. I can carry on conversations with doctors, professors and the world’s smart people without … Continue reading

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I love you just because you remind me alot of myself…

I went to Myspace tonight, on a whim.. wanted to see if it was the same as it’s been for the last 4-6 years since the big facepage takeover. It is. It’s alot more musically enhanced (new music players etc.) … Continue reading

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I love you just because you love me when I’m a wreck…

So you work hard.. you fail, alot. You also succeed sometimes. Every success, you learn to celebrate. Then you fail, hard.. harder than you ever have… mortality even may play a part. Looking at the very making of your being to … Continue reading

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I love you because you failed…

“What does not kill you just makes you stronger” “Growing is never comfortable” I’ve heard both of these many times, not just referencing my life, but referencing those around me. I’ve watched other’s lives from a window outside, just as … Continue reading

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I love you because you make me feel guilty…

I’m so much harder on myself than anyone else ever could be. I take responsibility for not just my mistakes, but the mistakes of anyone I’m responsible for or have any direct connection to. When they fail, I feel as … Continue reading

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I love you because you left me…

The last few days have been re-adjusting to being back from an awesome family vacation.. working again. The first few days are always the hardest. The time off gave me alot of time to think.. and much like many people, … Continue reading

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I love you just because are my past and therefore my hero…

I’ve watched my kids grow, and with the years flying by they’ll be gone soon. For now though, I realized I’ve learned a few things. They are all pieces of me. Meaning more than biologically, they do things and say things … Continue reading

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I love you just because you listen..

Do you ever look at your life and think to yourself that you aren’t where you thought you’d be? I have been the master of my fate, controller of my destiny for longer than I should have been. Making grownup decisions … Continue reading

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I love you just because you break my heart every single day..

9 years and 360 days ago I was pregnant, very pregnant with a child I had grown to love with every inch of my being. I already had a bouncing, beautiful 1.5 year old girl that was my entire world. … Continue reading

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