Category Archives: Life

I love you because you don’t need me anymore…

Posted on July 11, 2016 by Admin

My heart is broken. I had been preparing for this moment for your entire life. People warned me that I wouldn’t be ready… Instead of preparing myself, I did my best to make sure you were. I tried my best… … Continue reading →

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You could have given up, but you are my hero…

Posted on April 16, 2016 by Admin

I watch you begin to make moves I never thought you were capable of. Only to be faced with a set back. Not an “I lost my job have have to find a new one” set back, but one that … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you are imperfect…. In a perfect way

Posted on March 14, 2016 by Admin

Dear younger me, On being an adult. Slow down. You couldn’t wait to be grown up, and in doing so, made your life much harder than it needed to be. There were so many things you wanted to do, and … Continue reading →

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I love you because I lost it all….

Posted on January 6, 2016 by Admin

As the year came to a close, I noticed on social media the common theme was “This year was horrible, I hope the next year is better.” They scream that they are all looking for hope. Hope of a new … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me hold the cactus tighter…

Posted on December 27, 2015 by Admin

Our initial reaction to pain, not physical, but emotional or mental is to coil from it. Retract into ourselves. Someone says something painful or does something that hurts. Someone makes fun of you. A boyfriend forgets an important date. A … Continue reading →

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I love you because you told me I was nothing…

Posted on December 14, 2015 by Admin

I am better. I am better than those who try to fit me within their parameters, Their tiny minds failing to understand who I am because of where I’ve been. I am better than marks on a page or in … Continue reading →

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I love you because you weren’t for me…

Posted on November 16, 2015 by Admin

So tired of feeling alone. In a world full of so many souls. All different, the need to connect with even one more difficult than I had hoped. So superficial. So busy. So self involved. People, say they care, How … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made it easy to forget…

Posted on November 11, 2015 by Admin

Giving someone a second chance is something that’s always been easy for me. And a third, fourth, and sometimes tenth. I’ve been told it’s a sign of weakness. “Why let them back into your life”, “they wouldn’t do the same … Continue reading →

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I love you because you made me think I was nothing….

Posted on September 14, 2015 by Admin

My parents raised me to believe I could do anything, be anything. Then I entered the adult world, where I was told frequently I wasn’t good enough, by both employers , relationships and friends. There were years of being beaten … Continue reading →

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I love you just because you tried to break me and I bounced…

Posted on August 16, 2015 by Admin

I have been told what a rough run I’ve had. Granted most of my adult life has been one bad decision after another. Or one bad relationship after another, or one bad “flip of the coin” after another. Either way, … Continue reading →

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